How long I didn't have new post at my blogger? I think quite long already...
I have such many story to talk, but didn't get a chance or opportunity to speak out... why?
Because no listener be my rubbish bin to let me throw my "rubbish story" into the bin... plus, no time to listen to me better than wasting time to play with games...
It was the truth that I have to accept because he is the one who I chosen... then who should I'm blame? Myself?
He said before, he willing to be my listener to listen my story every day...
But what I got in the end is, my story store until bigger and bigger and almost burst, and he didn't willing to listen to my story daily... I was silent and silent...
How long should the hardness on going? until when? who knows?
Now, story become colorless bubbles lost in the sky... and the dreams, hopes, wishes are gone like the soap bubbles, lost in the sky, burst in the next minutes..
What is the thing stuck in my mind and heart? why so empty, heart full with tears, lonely, disappointed...
What should I give up? Should I forgive and forget? Couldn't I? May I? Didn't I?
How times I forgive and forget? Non countable times I forgive and forget who am I, what am I, why am I, when am I, which am I, where am I, how am I...?
